Yeahhhh anorexia. Not the anorexia nervosa one where i don't eat because i like being skinny or have body issues like most people think of when they hear anorexic. I have the one where you just are never hungry. Sometimes i go two or three days without noticing i haven't eaten. If i exercise i get hungry but i rarely do anything outside of sun salutations each morning.

I started medicating with marijuana a couple years back and now i smash entire pizzas like a college boy, but i need about 40 lbs to be healthy again and my metabolism is fast af.

It's how my mind responded to my father and best friend dying a week apart. Mind disassociated from body. It had its benefits. I hardly feel physical pain. Just notice the blood most times......